There is just so much that one can ever hold. Sometimes, people are just not comfortable in voicing their feelings out, as out front as others may expect them to be. But again, its better to keep it in than hurting other people. When we're feeling down, its easier to just be angry than being sad, with tears flowing down the cheeks. However, people may not know what exactly is happening inside, deep down in the heart; where a mixed feeling exist, leaving it like a tornado rummage inside. What's worst is when they're alone. They go through so much pain because they've been through a lot, but no one noticed because people only see the happiness that they carry as a cover.

We're all humans. It's just that there are some who would rather these feelings all by themselves because they don't want to burden others. They don't want to share the guilt because it will never come to any good.

There are times when I wish I have someone whom I can talk to, or maybe someone who makes these miseries go away, but I just don't. I lose the one who made me happy, but no one is to be blamed, except myself.

This week will be long. This week is gonna be filled with a lot more readings and learning new things.

And the best part, this week is the New Year's week. 新年快乐。恭喜发财！(Happy Lunar New Year! Gong xi fa cai!)
May your week be filled with lots of prosperity and happiness.

Much love xx